un blog para compartir unas historias colombianas....

Thursday, March 27, 2008

termales la quinta, march eight and nine, twothousandeight.


la quinta.


the termale.



most beautiful horse.



it really didn't do it justice.


eating grass like the vacas. delish.


in the waterfall. clothes on.


luis cooking potatos in the hotspring.


yeah em. love wins. (?)



scenery and vaquero.


muddy.








farmers in training.







Monday, March 24, 2008

love the punch.

back now in the lil' apto getting ready to work again tomorrow.

these next four days will be hectic getting ready for the amazon with 19 slightly wild grade 10 students. if you are coming with me on this trip, you cannot enter my classroom unless you have a) copied your passport one million times, b) gotten your yellow fever shot and have it documented on a REAL certificate, c) have had your parents sign your life away to me for 7 days in the brasilian jungle, notarized and fingerprinted. d) have collected all the proper material to make natural bug spray (including: strange soaps and menticol, something that smells like citronella and some weird pills you have to mush up)

i am not even joking.

but honestly. this is what my students come up with.

" you see, i got the fiebre amarilla last year in gorgona, so i don't need to show you the shot right?"

"my parents are away for 100 days. i can't do anything myself"

" which passport number do you need now and which later? why? how come? how do i know which is which ? where are they again? "
(yes, colombians have 2 different passport numbers, who in the eff knows why, maybe just to make things more complicated, but as a colleague of mine says, you are in the wrong place to be asking these kinds of questions. just because, ok?)
(also because my students seem to think i am an expert on colombian passports. right)

atleast this year is round 2 and with less kids, so i have it a little easier...

this week off was incredibol. i basically forgot how to speak english, read two books, slept and ate arepa huevo, hung out with sofia and incorporated, walked on the beach - yep. that's it.

there are some nutso pictures on facebook that make it seem like my vacation was 100% partytime. really that was like 2 nights of 7. most times i went to bed at 10. because i could!

it was so lovely of the restrepo's to have me at their beach house. basically it was paradise that included a lot of free things. and cheap REAL pearls for mum's birthday. (happy birthday!). hanging out with families makes me miss mine.

also, for those of you who don't know, my mum is basically a famous diva since for the last week she has been starring ( ie in the chorus) in la traviata at the NAC. let me copy you a message i received from my father.

"Hi there. Where are you? We are at the Chateau Laurier. you mother is lolling about in her Divaness after the opening night preformance of Latraviata last night. it was a great performance and your mother looked marvelous in both of her ballroom dance / party gown outfits. She was by far the best of the chorus performers with her beauty and stage presence! We had a group of glebites and others there including your aunt and uncle. We all went to Le Cafe after and stayed too late to make it to the cast party. "

i'm sorry. what kind of life is this?!?!

to boot, they are now getting ready for their 6 week trip to france, in order to eat cheese and "practice french".

moving on.

i am always excited to see my students again after holidays. they are so funny! when vacations start i am always relieved (releaved? sht!) to see them go and not have to deal with them for a long time, but then by the end i always miss them. my director calls me the oversympathetic teacher as a joke. not in a bad way though. or maybe it's in a bad way?

so, it's another two weeks of chaos, and then things settle in order to cement this curriculum work i'm doing, as well as get ready for numerous adventures in the near future, which include moving to bogotá in august, and cisv-ing around italy for 6 weeks this summer.

oh life, thanks for being you. seriously. i am feeling quite lucky and overly thankful. i am in a moment of real pleasure right now. here in mz for the last few months, enjoying my students, growing a lot as a teacher, going back to the amazon, just home from the caribbean and getting ready for great new things. sunned out and happy soy yo.

so, thanks. (knock on head)

love, erin.

Monday, March 10, 2008

you are what love is to me.

this weekend i got lost on a horse in paradise.

check out http://www.termaleslaquinta.net/

it turns out that my friend luismiguel's family owns it. and we got to go this w/e for a small retreat. and it was wondrous. we rode horses, sat in the hotsprings, cooked potatos at the fuente, milked cows, watched the sunset over the waterfall, played cards and mandolin, etc.

we also listened a lot to bluegrass chris thile, punchbrothers and nickel creek. you should check these groups out, i am kind of in love.

in other news on thursday i got a little cyst cut out of my face! it was tiny and nobigdeal. i asked the dermatologist if i could keep it. she thought i was crazy. then i wrapped it up and brought it to school to look at under the microscope. my kids and colleagues were sufficiently wierded/grossed out. it was all in all a great success.

now i have to wear some micropore tape on my face for awhile so i don't get a scar. it's kind of hardcore.

it has been interesting to observe this border and sovereignty conflict from the inside. maybe it is my surroundings and social groups but it really seems that uribe was diplomatic - in making a mistake by crossing into ecuadorian territory to attack the FARC camp but apologizing for it - what seems way more problematic is the fact that there were (or are) FARC camps in ecuador, and how defensive both countries became. some of the information found on reyes' computer is really suspect, and it is becoming more and more evident that chavez is funding the FARC and also likely hiding their leader, marulanda, inside venezuela.

despite not being an uribista in any way, i do applaud the way he acted during this uproar. it has won him a lot of points in colombia. something like 84% of voters are behind him? that is huge.

next week is semana santa and i am driving up to the coast with sofi and family.

my 9s just finished watching outbreAK! and now they are swearing in english, saying they learnt it from the movie. gawd.

i am only taking 19 kids to the amazon because of a trick that one of the grade 10 classes played on their new english teacher. it has been tough dealing with that for the past while in my class, since i was not part of this situation and i am now enforcing the consequence and i don't necessarily agree with it, however, you do what you gotta do. it is definitely less stressful taking less kids.

that's all.
will post pictures, because i'm into that.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

hooray, hooray.. i'm your silver lining.


it's eamonn and me! look he has a beard!

alli and luismi

sunset at chipre

yeah.

guitar and sunset at chipre

carlitos showed up from the amazon! woaah.

the best way to dry wood at 4200m

alli and gaelan at 5000m

sunrise

my foot in the fire.

Monday, February 11, 2008

something to think about.

a comment i saw today:

Asistí a la pasada marcha del 4 de febrero y dije que si proponían una en contra de los crímenes de Estado o de los grupos paramilitares iría. Hay algo de todo esto que me parece demasiado cómico y es la forma en que reducimos todo a malos y buenos ya que los que estuvieron en contra de la marcha del cuatro decían que los que marchábamos éramos unos paracos oligarcas ahora los que están en contra de la marcha del seis dicen que somos unos guerrilleros terroristas. Así las cosas como pretendemos llegar a la PAZ si continuamente nos estamos echando el agua sucia unos a otro. Cuando se diluyan esos dos bandos que parecen existir tal vez habrá esperanza para los colombianos.

I went to the march on february 4th and i said that if they proposed another march against crimes of the state and paramilitary groups that I would go as well. There is something about all this that seems very funny to me, and it's the way that we reduce everything to good or bad. Those who were against marching on february 4th say that those who id march are paramilitary oligarchs (?). Now, those that are against the march on the 6th (note: for victims of crimes of the state and paramilitary groups, march 6th) say that the marchers are terrorist guerilleros. With things this way, how can we even think of getting to peace if we are continuously throwing "dirty water" on one another. When these two groups begin to dissolve, there might be hope for colombians.

for thought.
also, sorry my english is so bad- yikes.

Monday, February 04, 2008

un millon de voces.


ya que estamos cansados


de tantas historias vencidas


de tantas promesas, nunca cumplidas


alcemos el alma y la voz


y hagamos el amor, como una manifestación
que la guerra no da explicación
a seguir asi quemando la piel de tus manos, que son las manos mias
de tu alma, que es como el alma mia
que ironias, la que nos da la vida
mientras miles se mueren de hambra, los lideres compran arsenales
y asi siembran dolor

en este momento sembremos paz
más justicia, más dignidad
libertad yo naci igualdad
por un mundo mejor
-juanitos.



one million voices.
por la justicia
por la paz
por los derechos humanos
por colombia
no more war.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

in other news.

i took the time yesterday night to translate this article for my colleagues - we are running an activity at school about the colombian conflict on monday morning, february 4th - the day of the international march for peace in colombia. wherever you are please check out the following website for info about marches near YoU.

www.colombiasoyyo.org

This article was written for El Pais, one of the main newspapers in Spain, by Joaquin Villalobos, one of the biggest leaders of the Salvadoran Guerrillas in the 1980s and 1990s.

Legitimacy instead of mistreated hostages.
Joaquin Villalobos, JAN 16 2008, “ El Pais”, Spain

When I first began to learn about the Colombian conflict, I found it hard to believe that the leaders of the FARC travelled in air conditioned vehicles and that their camps had many commodities. It also surprised me that many of their commanders were clearly overweight. The Salvadoran civil war was explained by the excessive power of the state, but in contrast, the Colombian conflict is explained essentially by the inability of the state to control their own territory. Colombia has regions where there hasn’t been government control for over 40 years. This space was filled by paramilitaries, guerrilleros, narco-traffickers and bandits that converted themselves automatically into authority, with the indifference or consent of governments.

The Salvadoran guerrillas were fighting in each square meter of our small country against an authoritarian government that was militarily supported by the USA. In Colombia, on the other hand, the FARC have been a sedentary guerrilla force, that have controlled extensive territories where there hasn’t been government presence without much fighting. For this reason, they have been in the mountains for 43 years and some of their leaders have died from old age. Also in Colombia, however, the M-19 Movement (19th of April) was the first Latin American guerrilla group that negotiated political reform, at the cost of many lives. Now, the M-19, as the political party Polo Democratico, is a part of the political opposition in the country. It is possible that the left could win the next elections in Colombia, as in Chile, Argentina, Uruguay, Ecuador, Bolivia, Brazil, Peru, Panama, Dominican Republic, Venezuela, Guatemala and Nicaragua.

Some continue to view countries in Latin America as banana republics, where political violence is legitimate. Geographical control, and an increase in money earned from cocaine coincide with the growth of FARC violence in the 90s. Before then, they were a lazy insurgence, and because of that held little relevance. In 1990, when their political leader Jacobo Arenas died, the FARC was left without an ideological base in the face increasing numbers of cocaine plantations in their territories. They began to extort narco-traffickers and ended up in control of the majority of the cocaine production in the world. They transitioned from the last political guerrilla into the first narco-trafficking army, converting themselves into a real challenge to the Colombian state. The governments of the past 20 years have had to strengthen state authority and correct past abuses. First, they made peace with the political insurgents, and later they dismantled the big drug cartels headed by Pablo Escobar. Next, the central government came up with successful ways to combat the culture of violence, and finally they began to regain control of the countryside. They proposed negotiations with the FARC, which failed due to the kidnapping of 12 parliamentarians that were eventually executed in June of 2007. The force of both the military and the police grew, and they became a permanent part of municipal governments of the 1120 municipalities of Colombia. The Paramilitaries were fought and began to be demobilized. The Guerrilla leaders lost their vehicles with air conditioning and their camps with refrigerators. Cornered, they turned to terrorism. One hundred and seventeen townspeople died while taking refuge in the Bellavista church, when it was destroyed by the FARC. A car bomb with 200 kilos of explosives demolished a Bogota club full of families. These acts became the norm, and deaths and injuries of civilians numbered in the thousands.

Now, the FARC´s violence is sporadic. In 2007 they were not able to take hostages within areas controlled by the state. Many of their combatants are demobilizing themselves voluntarily -2400 last year. There is also evidence that some leaders of the guerrilla have regained their comforts and commodities on the other side of the Colombia-Venezuela border.

The FARC does not have a future as a guerrilla force, even though they do have a future as narco-traffickers. The immense Colombian jungle allows them to keep the people they kidnapped in the past hidden and to use them as their last bit of political power. The rough conditions in which they keep these people is evidence of low morale and loss of control among the FARC, supported by the fact that they didn’t know the whereabouts of the child Emmanuel. The FARC have made kidnapping, narco-trafficking and extortion their principal activities. They are the best kidnappers on the planet.

An insurgent group can negotiate for political legitimacy in many ways that are just, however, to demand legitimacy in exchange for mistreated hostages and death threats is equivalent to asking for respect for being evil. The anti-neoliberal ideals of the FARC do not justify exploiting the pain of the hostages or their families. If Chavez were helping rescue hostages only to do something positive, it would be a good thing. If his political recognition of the FARC revives the violence in Colombia, however, it opens the doors of his country to the drug trade and turns him into a guardian of these cruel narco-terrorists.


take a think, march on monday.
no more FARC. no more paramilitaries. no more violence. we want peace.
colombia soy yo.